one last time

life's full of lies don'cha think? you trust that person alot and in return this special one doesnt return anything to you. life's bullshits! once you fell like giving up,that person would come out all the sudden and like give you a hand and trying to care about you and they even told you how much they love and care for you. they say i love you to you and wanted you to trust them and in the exact moment you do believe in them and you feel happy to hear that.you would even felt touched and all the anger that you keep inside your heart would just fade away in a split second after they told you these sweet words. is so simple right? and exactly after the happy moments everything would just return back to the way it's used to be. its like you were in the heaven and you felt that your happiness has finally begun and then this is where the doom begins.they'll throw you from up down to the hell. they gave you a new hope and a new life in a second and after that they would just take it away from you. each and every time is the same. they just wont stay constant dont they. its like you have been stab again again and again and after you have healed they will do the same thing again. they'll dump you aside like a piece of toy after playing with and when they're bored they would take you out to play again and they'll dump you aside without knowing the pain we have been through all the time. will your action be the one last time or you'll do that over and over again like a circle without end?