books of memories

"there you are,

standing right in front of me

waving and smiling.

i tried to get close but

you just keep fading away.

eventhough you're gone. you're still

in my mind :)" i said

there are things that are best left unsaid and forgotten ; such things throughout history have left strange and hunting memories in the minds of those involved. nevertheless, we are drawn to our memories...

im just flipping a history book on my hand. while it flips i can see visions coming to me. its like im watching a movie or something. now that i realize my memories was actually being played. its like a black and white movie and its moving fast. i saw what i did in my past.everything. i pause it and i replay it again. i can see what a jerk i've been. i tried to erase it but i couldnt. its a part of me now. as it keeps on playing i saw myself right in front of my eyes and its horrible. just a tiny snap from my sister im awake from the dream. the book im holding was just a normal history book but i could somehow read or watch my past and this is so freaking cool. i wanna try it again by flipping it again again and again but there's nothing. no vision. no black and white pictures. nothing. thanks alot.